Jun 13, 2005 13:57
Well mom & Ben were married & his parents are here right?Well today his mom tells me & Nicky she had $100 go missing,I didn't do it,if I did I'd tell you all,but anyhow I was at Jess's when she thinks it went missing,& Nicky was here & even in the room with the purse alone with the door closed today when it got brought up she jumped to her defenses & started flipping out & then started acting all sneaky & suspicious,I think she could have done it she's been acting really weird & she only jumps to her defenses when she did something wrong & knows she did,I dont't know but if I get in trouble for this shit I'll be pissed....anyhow................................................
AMBER AND GEFFORY BOTH CALLED ME LAST NIGHT,YAYNESS AND A HALF TIMES .65^3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But seriously,I hadn't talked to Amber in forever & she is really actually my best friend/sister in one(lol,don;t you wish you had those two roles?^_^)& I miss her alot,but in December or January she's moving to Orlando,so on weekends I can spend all the time with her.....Geffory I've known for like 5 years and that is the first person I loved more than platonically,he was always at my house everyday and we spent alot of time getting to know like EVERYTHING about eachother...it was kinda spooky but not really this kid is ABSOLUTELY awesome,& his dad loved me to death and even told him if he ever wanted to come to Florida to visit me he could,omg I'd love that,we made a pact a long time ago(considering the fact neither of us can keep relationships going)that if either of us turn 35 & STILL aren't married we'd totally have to marry eachother so we weren't alone our whole lives..........lol............................OMG,I think I still like love him alot,you know,I think he felt the same for me he was almost 16 and I was the first girl he had EVER kissed,& I think I'm still the only girl he had kissed,this kid is a germo-phobe & won't even drink off of someone elses glass or straw,& would NEVER touch his tongue to another one,but he did to me......I don't know I have genuilly really felt as if I loved two people.......one is still in Vegas & one basically broke my heart(which I am now mending ^_^) but I seriously think i should move on about both of them I mean I'm not having a relationship with someone almost 3000 miles away and the other is happy with who he is with now and doesn't want to date me,so hey anybody know of any decent available guys around my age let them know about me if they want a chubby smart girl^_^ LMAO,peace out loves..............xoxoxoxo.......................<3 to all my homies,lol