Jun 12, 2005 05:15
Maybe Bobby breaking up with me taught me somehthing......I'm always so flippin emo,I know I am I mean just read most of my posts,lmao.....but I talked to him & he borught up the point all the time being so emo really does annoy peeps,I know it annoys me,I need to learn to deal with my feeling some other way b/c the emo thing really does suck,I'm going to try to change I really will & to any of my friends reading this you have permission to slap me around a little bit if I get emo,lol......but anyhow,Kat seems to like him alot & he likes her alot so I'm happy to see them together,congrats to the both of you!!^_^ As for me,I guess I'll just move on,there's no use to sit around & want something forever when you know you can't have it,I mean we just probably weren't meant to be,I hate to admit it but you know we all need to face reality one day right loves?What's the use of living in a cnady coated fantasy land,the real world just isn't like that......anyhow,staying at Jess's right now & I haevn'tgone to bed yet,I think I'm going to finish posting,go smoke a stogey & take a lil nap,lol,peace out loves!!!! <3 to all my homies,lol