Questioning

[jeverettg]

I usually don't cry but last night I just broke down. There are so many questions that go unanswered to the point of now I am doubting myself in everything I have done up to this point. How could this happen? Why wasn't I aware? Warm hands, glowing eyes, soft touches now reduced to a cold stare across a room. WHAT THE FUCK! Well, I cannot go softly into that dear night nor will I go peacefully without regrets. All I ask now is that I find peace in my world.
As for now I will abide and spend my time.
Goodnight.