Jun 22, 2005 00:05
oh my fucking lord.....
words cant even describe what i have done
i feel amazing but at the same time horrible
but the high that i have wont go away and it is something that i cannot ignore.
it over powers any other emotion right now. i cant even think straight, and my brain is slurred. and there was no drug. i dont think that there ever will be either. no drug has ever been or ever will be created to give you this natural sensation. its something that only human emotions can release.
i cant believe i finally did it.
ive been yearning to muster up the courage for soooo long and it feels soooo good to have finally let myself free of whatever was holding me back.
im incredibly happy right now
everything is gelid
i never liked the whole concept, but tonight my eyes were opened...literally...open to search deep within
ive never seen anything more beautiful and rich
i got lost in them
thats all i can say for now, and im off to dreamland my favorite place to go, and hopefully i will be granted with dreams of days like today and yesterday