to concentrate on one inatimate object and disect its place in this world
i walk
he stands
eye to eye contact
we meet
we greet
and we are off
to the majestic koi pond tucked away. one of santa barbara's secrets.
we walked two blocks and my shoes gave me blisters.
wes sat down, erik sat down, i sat down.
i took out the sage and passed it around for spiritual awakening and to enhance our time together.me and these...these...(cringes to think homeless)..these guys from the street. erik at 29 and wes at 16(which is incredibly weird for the whole time that i have known him, i thought that he was 18 or 19 and when an age like that gets stuck in your head you always think of that person being that age...so wes gets off this time)
so we passed it around and around followed by fits of coughing. the pipe had changed that day, and has now become our peace pipe. me wes and erik. mystic places with a spirit moving guy in a surreal atmosphere.
......................... after and in between......................
when britt called i was brought back into the real world. we walked back and met up with her. (still stoned mind you) and i had a good time. i miss hanging out with people that i had once been close to and then kinda drifted from. it gives a sense of security that you will always have friends there for you. so britt and i hung out then went to cc and i met up with emma.
.....................to the latter portion of the night................
so we were rudly met at the door of the kava lounge by an unfamiliar face telling us that we had to pay to get in. the hookas had been raised 10$ and the place was almost empty. oh well. once it deters the younger kids i was told the prices will go back to normal. so until then i will just have to wait it out. it is still the place of magic and the familiar faces were still there. it was only dane, alex, lindsey, adam, chris, dan dan, jamison, fredric, and jackie. we ordered our hooka and talked when britt and andrew showed up.
and then adam came.
that was bad.
i was good.
but it was bad.
i dont know what to tell kelly.
i cant do it.
i dont even know how to begin to tell her, it would break her heart.
its going to be hard seeing him again. but such is life.
TODAY
so that was yesterday and this is today. chels came over like 3 min after i woke up. she bought her own car and felt the need to kidnapp me. we went to the beach and hung out like old times. literally...we even stopped by julianas house believe it or not. i dont think that she is ready though, i mean to start a relationship with either of us at a mature level and with understanding that the past is the past and people grow and change and realize the good and the bad of life. oh well. it was fun.
and now i have to get ready for claire who is picking me up soon
and from claire i will be passed to kristen.
and from there the world is mine...
he stands
eye to eye contact
we meet
we greet
and we are off
to the majestic koi pond tucked away. one of santa barbara's secrets.
we walked two blocks and my shoes gave me blisters.
wes sat down, erik sat down, i sat down.
i took out the sage and passed it around for spiritual awakening and to enhance our time together.me and these...these...(cringes to think homeless)..these guys from the street. erik at 29 and wes at 16(which is incredibly weird for the whole time that i have known him, i thought that he was 18 or 19 and when an age like that gets stuck in your head you always think of that person being that age...so wes gets off this time)
so we passed it around and around followed by fits of coughing. the pipe had changed that day, and has now become our peace pipe. me wes and erik. mystic places with a spirit moving guy in a surreal atmosphere.
......................... after and in between......................
when britt called i was brought back into the real world. we walked back and met up with her. (still stoned mind you) and i had a good time. i miss hanging out with people that i had once been close to and then kinda drifted from. it gives a sense of security that you will always have friends there for you. so britt and i hung out then went to cc and i met up with emma.
.....................to the latter portion of the night................
so we were rudly met at the door of the kava lounge by an unfamiliar face telling us that we had to pay to get in. the hookas had been raised 10$ and the place was almost empty. oh well. once it deters the younger kids i was told the prices will go back to normal. so until then i will just have to wait it out. it is still the place of magic and the familiar faces were still there. it was only dane, alex, lindsey, adam, chris, dan dan, jamison, fredric, and jackie. we ordered our hooka and talked when britt and andrew showed up.
and then adam came.
that was bad.
i was good.
but it was bad.
i dont know what to tell kelly.
i cant do it.
i dont even know how to begin to tell her, it would break her heart.
its going to be hard seeing him again. but such is life.
TODAY
so that was yesterday and this is today. chels came over like 3 min after i woke up. she bought her own car and felt the need to kidnapp me. we went to the beach and hung out like old times. literally...we even stopped by julianas house believe it or not. i dont think that she is ready though, i mean to start a relationship with either of us at a mature level and with understanding that the past is the past and people grow and change and realize the good and the bad of life. oh well. it was fun.
and now i have to get ready for claire who is picking me up soon
and from claire i will be passed to kristen.
and from there the world is mine...