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its weird i think, how im better friends now with people from highschool that i was never really close with before... when we were in highschool. someone's alarm is going off.
I dont like how people change so much all the time. i have changed alot too though.. for the better i think. i cant pinpoint how i have changed i just know who i am more i think.
and whyyyy does it still hurt to think of him with another girl, its been over a year. i feel like i've had to get over this in stages. well now im at the stage where im like shit this sucks and i cant do anything about it and i will neverrrrrrrr find anyone else because i havent so far.
ugh i feel sick.
I dont like how people change so much all the time. i have changed alot too though.. for the better i think. i cant pinpoint how i have changed i just know who i am more i think.
and whyyyy does it still hurt to think of him with another girl, its been over a year. i feel like i've had to get over this in stages. well now im at the stage where im like shit this sucks and i cant do anything about it and i will neverrrrrrrr find anyone else because i havent so far.
ugh i feel sick.