just can't sleep.
i slept all day, which is probably why it is 5:15 in the morning and i still can't seem to fall asleep.
i have been kind of down lately, thinking about life and where it is going. getting restless. i hate the weekdays because i have nothing to do and hate the weekends because i have to work. i've been hanging out with my friends alot more lately, i guess to try and fill the void. it helps for the moment but i am always left with myself when the party is over. all this free time is just giving me more and more time to think, mostly about things i shouldn't even worry about, things that are out of my control. or things that are normal to be stressed about, but i just seem to take them to extremes. it's like when i have nothing to be sad about, i look for things..find things to mope around about.
i guess sometimes i just don't know how to be happy.
i have been kind of down lately, thinking about life and where it is going. getting restless. i hate the weekdays because i have nothing to do and hate the weekends because i have to work. i've been hanging out with my friends alot more lately, i guess to try and fill the void. it helps for the moment but i am always left with myself when the party is over. all this free time is just giving me more and more time to think, mostly about things i shouldn't even worry about, things that are out of my control. or things that are normal to be stressed about, but i just seem to take them to extremes. it's like when i have nothing to be sad about, i look for things..find things to mope around about.
i guess sometimes i just don't know how to be happy.