Oct 25, 2005 23:40
june 15, 2004.
in two months one day thirteen hours and twenty minutes i will move into what will become newly associated with home. i am equally scared and apprehensive as i am ecstatic. i have no real reason to be worried about leaving those ive found comfort in. years of partially chastised and often contradicting relationships have finally been seemingly forced into a positive finale. those that are going to carry on some sort of legacy will. these are the ones that as time dwindles- remain. it saddnes me to think of those that i invested everyhting in, yet resulted in some sort of pain. but those are the lesser in value when it comes down to it. i have found that i need to move on. its not something that i necissarily want to do, but its needed. life must go on, and im ready to accept the things coming. but please- send me some more good ones.