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[jesssmith]

what happens when you find out that everything you fought most for wasnt really worth your while? what happens when you realize that people are the same no matter where you go, no matter how much schooling or money or manners they have? what happens when you figure out that everything you will ever produce will be a derivative in one way or another? what happens when you criticize your parents so much then figure out that youre exactly like them? what happens when you run away so hard and so fast that you dont know how to piece anything together anymore? what happens when you suddenly realize that whatever it was you were blaming for your failures isnt to blame? What happens when you figure out that the problem lies within you. and not within your friends, your belongings, or your upbringing?

but im ok. really. i am.