youllbeSORRYwhenimgone.

Sep 07, 2005 15:44

I never guessed a kiss could feel so honest.
I never expected a thing from you.
I'm not the one who's special but it made me
feel so brand new. You made
me feel like nothing mattered.
Made me believe that love was pure.
I want to feel like I still matter to you.

Thias says alot bout what's going on in my life right now... I juss wish that things could/would be the same... But I know that they never will... But they are getten better....

But why do I care so much? I've tried and not to... But I can't... And he made a good point yesterday... If I don't think/feel like he loves me then why am I waiten on him? He says it's a phase... Should I believe him? I dunno... Maybe it is juss a phase and we'll get back together.. He said that he loves me but he juss doesn't want a relationship right now... Which I can understand that... Completely... But do I need to wait? Who ever reads this and has a thought or comment bout this... Please let me know.. I'm up to everyone's oppinion.....But I'm not given up on him till I know for sure I should!
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