Sep 02, 2005 17:34
So I'm over at Michele's!! We're getten ready for the game... Fun stuff... The game you know.. Any ways...
Why is it so hard toget over the one person that has broken your heart into a million and one pieces and you know you should move on and you know there will never be a chance for you to get back together? I mean can anyone answer any of that for me? I mean I know I shouldn't care about... But I can't help but care.. And I know that I should move on... But I can't bring myself to move on... B/c I'm afraid that when I find some one else he'll want me back... I know that's not gonna happen but you never know.. But I'm not the type to break up with someone for someone else.. I can't do that to people... And can anyone answer why love is soo complicated?? I mean everything was good between us... For the first time in a long time... But I guess I was wrong.... And why does it seem that when someone breaks your heart you try to find things that annoys you bout them... Is that a way of getten over them.... I'm not sure what to think or do...I hate feelen like this... I hate feelen weak and being in pain... I especailly hate showen my pain... So Could that be a reason why I do and say the things that I do? Oh well things get worst before they get better... Right? Well I gotta go and finish getten ready...