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so i think that i have some what surpassed this nasty cold i had i never would of thought one dose of ny quil and 2 of dayquil would leave me feeling a whole lot better that just goes to show u never underestimate the power of nyquil ::smiles:: i knew it was a majical medicine but i think that it took the cake this time... im wide awake for some strange reason. im having a hard time going to bed it might be the extra sleep i got last night being that i passed out at about 9 and didnt wake up till almost 10 today i believe that is enough to do the trick. . . well at least i can breath again. i just hope i get up tomorrow =x... i think my mom got her electricity back which is great because i really hated that she had to go home to darkness everyday and i hated it more because i felt like i was betraying her for not going back with her... i just feel so strange there.. so out of place... and i wish that i didnt sometimes because i know how much it hurts her that i dont come home with her everyday and that i would rather sleep on a couch than in my own bed but i dont think the couch is such a bad price to being happy do u? i dont think i would be able to go back there again i have nothing there... the TV is in their area so i dont even have that... i think i would go crazy if i went back home being that i would just sit in my room listening to music and hoping to fall asleep and wait for the next day to come... i would have no internet there because well... there is no phone there. and i wont pay to have a phone there just for internet i hate dial up anyway and i dont ever use the damn phone... my laptop is about ready to die as it is... i need to get a new one.. but that is asking for to much lol... all i have in my room is my radio but thats whatever... u can get fed up with radios after a while... i dont know... i just dont think i would be able to go back there... now the question is will i be able to continue staying here and for how long... GOD... i feel so out of sync with myself and with the rest of the world sometimes.... i have to go to work tomorrow and im sorta scared of what i have in store for me but hopefully all will go well... key word being hopefully... im going to try n catch some sleep now ....