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i have honestly never felt like such a loner. i have friends, yes. but no place where i belong; no set group. for so long i've prided myself on being in several different groups. but lately, with so many things changing, i'm pretty much out of all of those groups. when i am with them, i am always the odd man out. i think for some part, i want a boyfriend just to fill this void, to have someone there. even with those i feel closest to, that closeness has be demolished. i know this is just high school drama, but we all still need people there for us. this weekend just seems to be gray.
i just cant stop crying, its been an on-going thing for quite a few days. happiness just has faded from my life. i have so few people i can even talk to about this.
lauren told me you could buy euphoria on ebay today; maybe i should bid.
i just cant stop crying, its been an on-going thing for quite a few days. happiness just has faded from my life. i have so few people i can even talk to about this.
lauren told me you could buy euphoria on ebay today; maybe i should bid.