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Mar 18, 2004 22:55

or a good portion of you, it was not your bussiness. it was mine.
harass me, repremand me- whatever. but to rat me out? what type of person are you? you tell them the day before. i have a question: does it make you feel good to know that i'll be in misery during 4 occasions? and another: are you pleased to be their favorites now,put yourself above everyone else cause you told on me, and maybe even secure yourself a part for next year?

oh yeah, and if it makes you feel any better (to whoever did it) i can't stop crying.

i realize what i did what not the greatest thing to do. i realize there are better ways to go about things like these. i realize i shouldn't have told anyone, but the very few people in that production i trust. a majority of those i trust were the people were who were holding me while i cried tonight. who sat with me after the 2 middle aged women who run this thing tore me, my morals, and my upbringing to shreds. gave privileges, and tried to make me feel like i was missing so much more.

well i hope you're happy. i hope you realize what you are.
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