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Look guys, before you get all upity about the Liz thing, I will try to explain. Even though most of the time I seem happy and everything, the Liz thing still gets me down. I need something seperate from her socialy. Some people I can turn to. I thought of you guys (you know who you are) as those people, because you were my friends, like say,
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I do not hate you. I like hanging out with you.
Now with that said, Jake was in town for ONE fucking day. I haven't seen him for more than a month. I needed this night and I needed it to be special. I have other friends, and sometimes I just want to be with them. Sometimes I just feel like I want to hang out with only a few select people, and I know that's as selfish as it gets right? But I am working on relieving the stresses of my life and I am trying to just have good times without conflict. You with Jake equals conflict and no good times for me.
Other than that, right now, in my life, I am fucking stressed out to the macks. I know you HAVE to know that by now. I am so stressed out that I can't even eat right. I am not blaming you in any way of course, I am just trying to make up excuses for being what seems to you to be a heartless bitch who isn't there for you which I could totally understand and am very sorry about.
Lastly, you know I like you. I have told you repeatedly. You are one of the few people I hang out with, for truth for truth. I know you are going through a rough time, and I am most definitely here if you need me. Just talk to me, because if you don't, I probably won't be able to help.
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