And she used to be
You know when people say, 'if you want something, make it happen?'
I think that's bullshit. Obviously the entire world doesn't revolve around our own ideas. If there's anything I've learned this week, it's that we can't make decisions based solely on our own desires and expect everything to play out. Ayn Rand's books are crap.
I think the reason I'm so scared is because I can't imagine it. I've spent the last two weeks planning my life at Vassar.
Will I like Cal? Will I get housing?
The girl I had planned to room with sent in her deposit today. She's not getting any aid either. Throughout the day I've been wondering how she'll make out. If that could've been me.
I don't regret my decision. I regret the loss of my naivete.
All that dreaming for nothing.
I think that's bullshit. Obviously the entire world doesn't revolve around our own ideas. If there's anything I've learned this week, it's that we can't make decisions based solely on our own desires and expect everything to play out. Ayn Rand's books are crap.
I think the reason I'm so scared is because I can't imagine it. I've spent the last two weeks planning my life at Vassar.
Will I like Cal? Will I get housing?
The girl I had planned to room with sent in her deposit today. She's not getting any aid either. Throughout the day I've been wondering how she'll make out. If that could've been me.
I don't regret my decision. I regret the loss of my naivete.
All that dreaming for nothing.