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I guess I should actually update this once in awhile. I've been really busy lately, doing some random things before the wedding, and prom, spending far too much money on things I don't necessarily need. I got my report card today, a 3.6! I reached that goal, I just need to continue on with it. Other than that, nothing has really been going on. My interview at Starbucks went well, so hopefully I will have a job soon. I have a second interview coming up I guess? And one at Beverly's on Thursday.
I feel really alone lately, like I'm in solitary confinement, but in my own life... Weird feeling. I need to figure it all out I guess. I'm looking forward to next year, a lot actually. Things were starting to turn around for me, but now, they just seem a bit dismal. I don't like making plans with anyone lately, because I can't drive, and it's seriously such a hassle to have people come get me. 51 days; and yes, I'm counting down.
I wish things were going different, in certain aspects, because I'm really unhappy. Alex asked me today when was the last time I was happy, and I couldn't recall. That's even more upsetting because I'm not making the most of my time on this planet. I'm not taking opportunities, I'm not doing much of anything. I like it, but then again, I wish I just had better friends. I'm in a similar bind as Brittany. We both are at the point where our friends aren't worth it so much anymore, because we both always push to hangout with them, but they take it as a bad thing. My friends don't contact me, hardly ever. I'm ALWAYS the one to start talking.
I'm getting to upset to even finish writing this. Ugh.
I feel really alone lately, like I'm in solitary confinement, but in my own life... Weird feeling. I need to figure it all out I guess. I'm looking forward to next year, a lot actually. Things were starting to turn around for me, but now, they just seem a bit dismal. I don't like making plans with anyone lately, because I can't drive, and it's seriously such a hassle to have people come get me. 51 days; and yes, I'm counting down.
I wish things were going different, in certain aspects, because I'm really unhappy. Alex asked me today when was the last time I was happy, and I couldn't recall. That's even more upsetting because I'm not making the most of my time on this planet. I'm not taking opportunities, I'm not doing much of anything. I like it, but then again, I wish I just had better friends. I'm in a similar bind as Brittany. We both are at the point where our friends aren't worth it so much anymore, because we both always push to hangout with them, but they take it as a bad thing. My friends don't contact me, hardly ever. I'm ALWAYS the one to start talking.
I'm getting to upset to even finish writing this. Ugh.