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This last weekend was nice. I went to the show instead of a part or anything. At the Boogie Room, which was sketch, but the new music is good. Tricia spent Saturday night over, and we had an amazing, long talk like we used to, and I realized how much I really have change, and how good I'm doing now. It's really nice to have someone realize that I'm sticking to my word. School is decent as well. I'm doing quite well in it. I've realized I do a lot of the things I do for attention. And most of the fights I start is because I feel forgotten. Well that's the next thing to change. I'm done looking for attention, and for gratification. I've realized I can give myself that, and it's nice to be able to be self sufficient. I'm blonder again, and I like that too. Things are going well; I'm starting to be happy again. Just a couple more months until everything changes again though. Hope this time it's smooth.