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I'm getting restless. I sit here, everyday. I do nothing substantial. I do nothing to better the world, my life, or that of another. I go out on the weekends to try and forget everything else, but I come up short and only forget what I should always remember. I breathe in and breathe out in hopes that I can calm down, but nothing really works. My life is mediocre. My life is nothing but one of boredom and toilsome through all the motions. School is wasting my time. Sitting at home watching movies everyday is likewise wasting my life. I wish I had something going on, something positive, something uplifting, something to put all my energy into.