Broken.
That's how this feels. For the second time now, that's how this feels. But I've lost hope and I've lost faith. I've given up on this and I don't think I want it anymore. Not when he uses the exact same lines on her and he did on me. Not when it took less than a week to be her boyfriend. Not when this happens. I'm done. Don't bother anymore.
I'll make it past this like I've made it past other exes. Your stuff will be put away in a box with everything else I'd like to forget. With everything else that has hurt me. I'll be better without you than I was with you. That's how it has to be. That's how I'll live through this, literally.
Like I said, don't bother anymore. I can't trust you. I can't rely on you. I can't believe you. This is over. I'd like to say we could still be friends but we both know that won't happen.
Strike all that. I'm going to be fine. This is the end I'm glad we're having. Today has taught me a lot. I've noticed a trend. Out of the three or four guys I've been really serious about in my life, all of them have been as equally serious right back. And with all of them, I've somehow ruined it and then all three or four of them have promptly left me for someone who is actually better than I am.
Maybe I should lower my expectations?
I'll make it past this like I've made it past other exes. Your stuff will be put away in a box with everything else I'd like to forget. With everything else that has hurt me. I'll be better without you than I was with you. That's how it has to be. That's how I'll live through this, literally.
Like I said, don't bother anymore. I can't trust you. I can't rely on you. I can't believe you. This is over. I'd like to say we could still be friends but we both know that won't happen.
Strike all that. I'm going to be fine. This is the end I'm glad we're having. Today has taught me a lot. I've noticed a trend. Out of the three or four guys I've been really serious about in my life, all of them have been as equally serious right back. And with all of them, I've somehow ruined it and then all three or four of them have promptly left me for someone who is actually better than I am.
Maybe I should lower my expectations?