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i feel like im dying and im scared to death. have you ever felt like everything around you is just a dream and you cant wake up. your stomach hurts so much and it feels like your actual heart is really really hurting you. my head feels all fuzzy i cant think the only thing i can think of is whats the point im gonna spend the rest of my life like this.. i do the exact same thing every day every month, every year is exactly the same. nothing changes. whats the point of going on. have you ever felt so bad that your therapist gave you her cell number and she suggests going to the emergency room to get tests done. i am seriously asking these questions.. i want to know if im not alone and if i will feel like this for the rest of my life or if it will actually get better. if i will feel like i did before this because i cant remember ever not feeling like this. i need support i need help why do i feel so alone will this ever end. please if youve ever felt this way please let me know what happens because im terrified.