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I always thought that I'd always realize when I was becoming a different person,
but I guess you never really know how much you've changed until someone tells you.
Maybe I did know but just want to come face to face with the reality of it.
But then I again when I do look back on it, I was completely different person, but
I grew out of it, no matter what I know I will always snap back to my normal self. Right
know I'd say I am back to my normal self, or at least I hope I am.
I find it weird when people feel afraid to tell me things about myself when they are
close friends of mine. I know sometimes I can be very standoffish but thats just my nature
But just because I may act like that I am always willing to here others concerns or worries
about myself or even them. I know I may not be the most straight forward person because
I hold my tongue more than I should, but I highly respect the people who will tell it how it is
& is going to be, even if it may hurt my feelings or others. Because to me, honesty is something
I value a lot, if your going to hide something from some body, then you damn well better be good at it.
Because hiding something can hurt more than the truth itself
Today I had a 3 hour lunch with Wendi at the Cheesecake Factory and then a talk with Cathy,
its funny the things you discover and reflect back on about others and yourself.
Maybe I'm just growing up faster then the people around me
but I guess you never really know how much you've changed until someone tells you.
Maybe I did know but just want to come face to face with the reality of it.
But then I again when I do look back on it, I was completely different person, but
I grew out of it, no matter what I know I will always snap back to my normal self. Right
know I'd say I am back to my normal self, or at least I hope I am.
I find it weird when people feel afraid to tell me things about myself when they are
close friends of mine. I know sometimes I can be very standoffish but thats just my nature
But just because I may act like that I am always willing to here others concerns or worries
about myself or even them. I know I may not be the most straight forward person because
I hold my tongue more than I should, but I highly respect the people who will tell it how it is
& is going to be, even if it may hurt my feelings or others. Because to me, honesty is something
I value a lot, if your going to hide something from some body, then you damn well better be good at it.
Because hiding something can hurt more than the truth itself
Today I had a 3 hour lunch with Wendi at the Cheesecake Factory and then a talk with Cathy,
its funny the things you discover and reflect back on about others and yourself.
Maybe I'm just growing up faster then the people around me