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Tuesday's are always the days when I have to face reality and be reminded of how unhappy I really am
It is the day where I feel most hopeless and lost, but yet it is also the most important day of the week for me
Everyday I wish things were different, I wish I were different and would like to feel like a normal person again, but I can't because I function differently from the people I know, which makes it difficult to talk about because its hard to understand, so I just keep it to myself. But it's all too much to bare
I don't want to cry every night and think of horrible things anymore, I just want it to all go away
I've been going through this for 6 years and I just wish I was finally alright
I don't know how long it will take for me to be okay again and that scares me every day
But some things just take greater time to overcome
It is the day where I feel most hopeless and lost, but yet it is also the most important day of the week for me
Everyday I wish things were different, I wish I were different and would like to feel like a normal person again, but I can't because I function differently from the people I know, which makes it difficult to talk about because its hard to understand, so I just keep it to myself. But it's all too much to bare
I don't want to cry every night and think of horrible things anymore, I just want it to all go away
I've been going through this for 6 years and I just wish I was finally alright
I don't know how long it will take for me to be okay again and that scares me every day
But some things just take greater time to overcome