something new
For the first time in a while, I am really and truly happy. I'm not moving into an apartment, my mother and I are getting along again, school is going good and I am content for now. I have decided to not move into an apartment. I will just be cheaper. I guess I just came to my senses or maybe because it's getting colder and the leaves are changing and falling. I love the fall. The smells, the colors and the feeling in the air. Right now I can't afford to move out and I mean I could but there is always the problem with a lease. I really don't know whats going on in my life right now. I just know that I need to make straight "A's" for the rest of my online classes.
My mom and I are back to the way we used to be. It just feel nice to not be fighting for once. Right now my focus is my mother, school, and work. There is really little social life to be had and that’s fine with me. I have my little outings with a few of my coworkers once a week and that is enough. I'm not a huge fan of the party or lack of party scene in Knoxville. Brent and I, I believe are no more and thats cool. I'm happy, he needs something solid right now and I am not that. We haven't talked in like a week so it's really just an assumption but I hope we are. I can't do the whole relationship thing right now. Also I think that I may have found the right college. Hopefully everything will work out. I guess that is what going on right now....
My mom and I are back to the way we used to be. It just feel nice to not be fighting for once. Right now my focus is my mother, school, and work. There is really little social life to be had and that’s fine with me. I have my little outings with a few of my coworkers once a week and that is enough. I'm not a huge fan of the party or lack of party scene in Knoxville. Brent and I, I believe are no more and thats cool. I'm happy, he needs something solid right now and I am not that. We haven't talked in like a week so it's really just an assumption but I hope we are. I can't do the whole relationship thing right now. Also I think that I may have found the right college. Hopefully everything will work out. I guess that is what going on right now....