what am i supposed to do?
last night would have been a really good night at work, and it was was ok but gav was in! what a total cunt! ah *sighs* but i guess i should listen to deborah and straff to just ignore him! i coulda just hit him last night...arrrggghhhhh! just thinking about it makes me so damn angry! now i know why my hands shake! its coz of people like him picking on me all the time! yer either that or ive got parkinsons disease. ah...im sooo fucking sick of his shit! hes got a life why doesnt he just live it and just stop messing about with mine?!...for once in my life im actually happy...happy that i dont care about him...happy that i dont love him....happy that i dont want to see him...why cant he just get on with it? i aint asking for a fucking miracle here just to be left alone to be happy! it just seems to me like he just wants to fuck it up...and he tries to make jokes at work but they really arent funny! he needs to fucking well grow some back bone and fucking grow up...no wonder people think he a fucking joke! grrrr! i cant believe i have to consider the possibility of moving away because one person is being such a big baby! as i said before i really would try to be friends with but thats not a possibility...im so sick so sick snd tired! i dunno what else to do i dunno where else to turn to...so im getting a few weeks off work to go stay down london! :'(