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Jan 10, 2005 15:45

ah so today, sucked so bad.im so totally giving up on anything and everything. fuck it. i cant ever seem to be happy. i need some friends. i want to start hanging out with sara again but the silly got grounded..aww grl im sry, funny story though.
my whole life, ive been with boys. i have a total amount of 1 grl cousin, like, 2 are 2nd cousins, and a total number of 999999999999999999999 cousins all together. 3 brothers. okay, so now that you get that point. my mom doesnt want me hanging out with boys, just girls. WTF! she wasnt ever around when i was younger, when she was she bought me whatever i wanted to make up for it. so it was always me, my 3 brothers, there friends, and my dad. WHEN WAS THERE EVER A GIRL IN THE HOUSE??? AND YOU EXCPECT ME TO BE BETTER FRIENDS WITH GIRLS!?!?!? WTF!
stop trying to break me and david up ppl. it wont work.
stop getting pissed at me for GAY ASS REASONS.
no actually, your mad at me dont wanna be my friend, or your mad at me for whatever reason, FUCK YOU! i dont need ppl like you.
so basicly i aint got anyone anymore. alright FINE.
still got my bff james and of course my boyfriend.
come to think about it i dont miss anything. im happy with the way things are now. (cept not being able to hang out with david) but yeah...

im happy.
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