Mar 14, 2008 14:49
Hi all... what's new with me you ask? well... I don't have the cold! (Sorry your sick Frizgolf) I am feeling fairly healthy, responsible, optimistic and just plain fun. The pussy willows are showing, the birds is singin' and my puppers is having a blast chasing deer.
In other news...I have a...crush? I guess that's it, on this guy who is kinda cool, he's close to my age and pretty cute, problem is he has a crush on someone else. Sigh. That's OK, we are developing a friendship.
I have a nasty ass car issue that will take ALL the extra money I make this month, stupid rat! The oxygen sensor is faulty and thus the fuel mix is too rich, so my fuel economy is not so great at the moment. Another sigh. I do have lots of extra shifts this month though so that will balance out.
Final note...I had a day of disspair last week, PMS I guess but MAN! I was feeling so lonely and sad and unappreciated. I got over it. Still lonely but not so affected to the core as I was. I cried at the end of Across The Universe just because of the look exchanged by the lovers, on one hand I think "How pathetic!" (of me) but on the other hand you know what? It's a freakin' fact: I want/need/desire love and companionship in my life, I am 39 years old and damn it! I deserve to be in a loving relationship and wanting a partner is not pathetic, it's just human nature. So blah blah blah! I now return you to your regularly schedualed programming. Snow out.