Good Day!
today was the best day i've had in a while! i went over to kyle's house n helped him watch over his little sisters. they are sooooo adorable! they're 3 years old and there twins! they look exactly alike they even dress the same! they were tryin to confuse us but it didnt really work cuz we heard them say lets switch names for a day... so whenever we called jenny, ashley would come. plus its easy to tell them apart by there personality... jenny is quiet and kinda shy. ashley is a lil loud troublemaker. but they are good kids (better than my sis!) anywayz me n kyle had a lot of fun... we jumped on his trampoline while the twins were asleep! we also played some of his video games... n u guys no im not much of a gamer at all...but it was actually pretty fun but not something i would do by myself. later when his parents came home, we went over to the pool n we had a lot of fun...damn he has a nice body! how could he date an ugly fat slob like me?!?!?!?!?!? doesnt make any sense...! he can get any girl he wants... when i told him that hes like i already got the girl i want! n hes such a good kisser! i hope we never break up... but it kinda seems too good to be true. i mean right now... everything is so perfect...i mean something has to go wrong! but when im with him i feel so reassured that hes never gonna hurt me. but i dunno... everything is so new to me. when we went out 2 years ago... i had my first kiss with him! but the reason we broke up was because we didnt act like we were goin out but we kissed once. n i wanted to go out with brandon (WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?) n he hasnt dated any1 since we broke up! hes been asked out by a bunch of girls n he said no to all of them! i dunno... i really love him but i feel like somethings gonna go wrong and im gonna get hurt really bad... because hes the perfect boyfriend! ususally when i go out with guys i notice the litte imperfections right away... but i cant really find anything really wrong with him! its strange...i dont no what 2 make out of this. i dont no if i should just sit back and be happy or worry. if any of you guys have any advice i'd appreciate it. all i no is when im with him all my worries are gone... its when im not with him that i worry. well anywayz...thats pretty much all that happened today.