africa rant
I just watched The Constant Gardener and I want to go to Africa. Not even kidding. I want to do something useful with myself. I wish I was more knowledgeable about these kind of issues. I want to know about the problems of the world and I want to help. What do I do. I don't even know where to start. I'm frustrated! I'm tired of America and Americans! And yet this American life is rooted in me so that I don't even know the problems of the world or how to help! I'm stuck here in my comfortable middle class life doing what? If I died right now, would my life have been meaningful?? No! I want to change that. But I don't know how.