just wanted to update....
i have work tomorow at 6 am.
i practically spend all of my days with miguel. and practically go to marios house or jenalyns house to smoke.
my life right now is very chill. i love it. i have everyone and everything i want. im very desperete to move out soon becuz i cant take the chaos going on in my house. im trying to save up and encouraging miguel to do the same. hes going to get his car soon and hopefully we can move out and be a happy family and blah blah blha. better than being here. right now im stuck at mervyns. im trying to find another job but my lazy ass just hasnt done it yet. lol but i will soon. i just cant pass any drugs tests... so thats probly why im holding back. hmmm... basically my goal right now is to move on with my life and get something done. i feel like im not accomplishing anything just by working and smokeing. it feels kind of like a routine. i feel like i have something missing in my life. i need something. but idk what. i really do want to move tho thats my main goal . and then hopefully go to school. but im still undecisve about that. idk.
well i have to sleep now.
bye