Get down girl, go 'head, get down
OMG I suck at life and updating this thing. In my defense, I have been uber busy and no one really reads it anyway so whatever.
Let's see. Back at school. I seriously heart this semester. Being here with Brian is amazing. I saw him a lot at home, but even more now and it's amazing. This kid keeps me sane. He kept me sane and plugging through my shit ass summer. I love him, yup yup.
School is hectic and my days are all booked solid, every day all day and I looove it. I love being busy, it keeps my neurotic little head from worrying about shit. I have 3 jobs now. WTF was I thinking? I still work at admissions, giving tours and generally being thier little bitch. Now I'm a telecounselor calling perspective students and I work for the alumni phonathon. Basically I bug people on the phone 4 nights a week. I kinda hate my classes and my profesors suck. But I'm doing well in them all. Zeta is awesome, so busy for that but I love those girls and I can't waaait for spring and a new pledge class.
I miss my best friend. I hate that she's 7 hours away. North Carolina sucks. I hate that she's not happy there, I want her to be happy. It breaks my heart. But she's coming home this weekend!!!! And we will have the best Pike Cruise in the history of ever and sing and go to the G spot and be emo kids and it will be greeeat.
I miss Matt. So much. I pushed it out of my head for 2 months and refused to believe it. And now for some reason it hits me every day. the days are fine, but I lie down to sleep and bam. It's not fair, I want this to go away, I want him back. It makes me scared and I can't stop seeing him. I don't wanna forget. ever. I just want the pain to go away.
I guess that's all. Comment if anyone reads this. it was a nice waste of time at least lol.
<3 J
Let's see. Back at school. I seriously heart this semester. Being here with Brian is amazing. I saw him a lot at home, but even more now and it's amazing. This kid keeps me sane. He kept me sane and plugging through my shit ass summer. I love him, yup yup.
School is hectic and my days are all booked solid, every day all day and I looove it. I love being busy, it keeps my neurotic little head from worrying about shit. I have 3 jobs now. WTF was I thinking? I still work at admissions, giving tours and generally being thier little bitch. Now I'm a telecounselor calling perspective students and I work for the alumni phonathon. Basically I bug people on the phone 4 nights a week. I kinda hate my classes and my profesors suck. But I'm doing well in them all. Zeta is awesome, so busy for that but I love those girls and I can't waaait for spring and a new pledge class.
I miss my best friend. I hate that she's 7 hours away. North Carolina sucks. I hate that she's not happy there, I want her to be happy. It breaks my heart. But she's coming home this weekend!!!! And we will have the best Pike Cruise in the history of ever and sing and go to the G spot and be emo kids and it will be greeeat.
I miss Matt. So much. I pushed it out of my head for 2 months and refused to believe it. And now for some reason it hits me every day. the days are fine, but I lie down to sleep and bam. It's not fair, I want this to go away, I want him back. It makes me scared and I can't stop seeing him. I don't wanna forget. ever. I just want the pain to go away.
I guess that's all. Comment if anyone reads this. it was a nice waste of time at least lol.
<3 J