Sep 02, 2005 03:20
wow have not updated this in awhile..well summer has come to a close very sad. this summer sucked last year was way better. i didnt really do much but sleep eh o well...life has been pretty shitty lately i have no one to talk to my best friends not around i dont know where she has gone,everyone started school but me which is my own falt,my job sucks it gets worse everytime i work,hmm what else my family booked the vactaion for next year and yep i cant go ill be in school. the thing about my family is they do things with out asking anyone else if thats an ok time to go...but i dont think death will be able to go either so...but im still upset about it and no one really seems to care. i cant say anything to the mother cuz she just pushes me away and dont really care to much. everyone that i know has changed so much in the past few months not all have changed a lot but a few have gone out of control i dont even see or talk to them anymore..but i guess there not too worried about it. i took my little brother to the high school today its sad to think i wont be going this year. my life was going great for a long time then jsut out of no where it went to crap. maybe in a few weeks it will get back to normal....but i a happy note im getting 2 more tattoos on tuesday i cant wait im so excited. yea and thats about it