I don't know...
no, really, I don't.
I am wading through a really confusing time at the moment....
side note -----> why does that automatically seem like a bad thing?
Definition:
1. [adj] lacking clarity of meaning; causing confusion or perplexity; "sent confusing signals to Iraq"; "perplexing to someone who knew nothing about it"; "a puzzling statement"
2.[adj] causing confusion or disorientation; "a confusing jumble of road signs"; "being hospitalized can be confusing and distressing for a small child"
hmmm. maybe I'm not using th right word. Yes my future currently lacks clarity and this does perplex me. But it's okay. yes there are lots of options and I need to pick one.... anyhoo - in this situation, I think it's okay to be confused.
Now for those of you commited enough to still be reading .. what am I talking about?
*Short* answer - I am trying to figure out where and what God wants me to be doing in regards to minisrty. Not always ( or ever, as far as I can tell) an easy task. Pray - Check. Read Bible - Check. talk to people - check. Be patient - HAH!!
I'm the worst kind of person when it comes to being patient.. I am think I am, tell others I am, but secretly go crazy followed by loopy when people say " aren't you a patient person?" I relly need to work on that.. the telling people I am patient, when I'm not... and maybe even trying to actually BE patient as a side thought ( HAHAHAHHAA!)
So really that was a whole lot of blog with out a whole lot of information or insight.
But it was good for me.
I am wading through a really confusing time at the moment....
side note -----> why does that automatically seem like a bad thing?
Definition:
1. [adj] lacking clarity of meaning; causing confusion or perplexity; "sent confusing signals to Iraq"; "perplexing to someone who knew nothing about it"; "a puzzling statement"
2.[adj] causing confusion or disorientation; "a confusing jumble of road signs"; "being hospitalized can be confusing and distressing for a small child"
hmmm. maybe I'm not using th right word. Yes my future currently lacks clarity and this does perplex me. But it's okay. yes there are lots of options and I need to pick one.... anyhoo - in this situation, I think it's okay to be confused.
Now for those of you commited enough to still be reading .. what am I talking about?
*Short* answer - I am trying to figure out where and what God wants me to be doing in regards to minisrty. Not always ( or ever, as far as I can tell) an easy task. Pray - Check. Read Bible - Check. talk to people - check. Be patient - HAH!!
I'm the worst kind of person when it comes to being patient.. I am think I am, tell others I am, but secretly go crazy followed by loopy when people say " aren't you a patient person?" I relly need to work on that.. the telling people I am patient, when I'm not... and maybe even trying to actually BE patient as a side thought ( HAHAHAHHAA!)
So really that was a whole lot of blog with out a whole lot of information or insight.
But it was good for me.