Yummy!
So this Thanksgiving break was absolutely wonderful! I spent the first few days visiting Andrea in Columbus. We had soooo much fun, gallery hopping, playing in the leaves at the park, snuggling and watching movies, laughing at the silliest things, just chilling out and enjoying ourselves.
So, anyway. Update on the relatiometer. I realized this break that I am totally in love with Andrea, the girl I rediscovered at the end of last summer. YAY!!! And this break, I tackled all my insecurities that had built up over the harsh ending of my previous relationship. I was afraid of putting myself out there for someone, taking that jump, and making myself completely vulerable to someone. I was just afraid of getting hurt again. Definately don't want a repeat of my last relationship for sure.
So anyway, Andrea and I talked about each of our worries, and discovered we were both feeling similar feelings--fear of rejection, trust, commitment and what that means, and other stuff. And in our conversations, we realized that we were having all the same concerns and so we were able to talk through them and figure some stuff out. It was soo great. It's nice to really understand how people are feeling.
So anyway, I'm in a relationship with the amazingly beautiful and wonderfully talented Andrea. I'M SOOO IN LOVE!!!! I really didn't want to return to Earlham (Well, you know what I mean). We stayed up all last night talking and snuggling, getting our fill before we had to leave.
But!!! Only two weeks left of the semester! Woo hoo! And then, I get to see her again. She doesn't get out for three weeks. But that just means that I could go stay with her in Columbus again for a week. That's always nice. Her parents (or mom rather, not sure about dad) are very religious and feel that all that contact is unclean, or sinful, or some other bunk. But, Columbus is far from Alger, so there will be much snuggleage. Yay!
Anyway, I feel like taking a nap. Later! I hope everyone had as good a break as I did.
So, anyway. Update on the relatiometer. I realized this break that I am totally in love with Andrea, the girl I rediscovered at the end of last summer. YAY!!! And this break, I tackled all my insecurities that had built up over the harsh ending of my previous relationship. I was afraid of putting myself out there for someone, taking that jump, and making myself completely vulerable to someone. I was just afraid of getting hurt again. Definately don't want a repeat of my last relationship for sure.
So anyway, Andrea and I talked about each of our worries, and discovered we were both feeling similar feelings--fear of rejection, trust, commitment and what that means, and other stuff. And in our conversations, we realized that we were having all the same concerns and so we were able to talk through them and figure some stuff out. It was soo great. It's nice to really understand how people are feeling.
So anyway, I'm in a relationship with the amazingly beautiful and wonderfully talented Andrea. I'M SOOO IN LOVE!!!! I really didn't want to return to Earlham (Well, you know what I mean). We stayed up all last night talking and snuggling, getting our fill before we had to leave.
But!!! Only two weeks left of the semester! Woo hoo! And then, I get to see her again. She doesn't get out for three weeks. But that just means that I could go stay with her in Columbus again for a week. That's always nice. Her parents (or mom rather, not sure about dad) are very religious and feel that all that contact is unclean, or sinful, or some other bunk. But, Columbus is far from Alger, so there will be much snuggleage. Yay!
Anyway, I feel like taking a nap. Later! I hope everyone had as good a break as I did.