Aug 24, 2005 23:01
johns funeral today...
wow...
open casket... didnt even look like him. saw people i havent seen in a while. i sucks that it takes shit like this to bring people together again...
worst true life tragedy of my life. this is unreal.
i love you johnathan livingston simpson. your in my heart and prayers you will always be in the back of my mind. your missed so much.
what a great guy...
im in total shock.
that image will haunt me for the rest of my life.
in other news...
my love life is lame. its going no where. great...
nick i miss you and i love you... this is sad...
life is so shitty right now.
ashleigh- thanks for everything. i dont know what i would have done without you today. you mean everything to me. im so sorry this day had to come... its horrible. but i love you and feel better! see you this weekend!!! im glad i have a friend like you for times like this and to share amazing moments with too. please be safe. i would never want this day to come again ... to my best friend. i love you god i cant say that enough. i miss you al out in atl hoe turning back and shit son... <3.
hung out with deejay, jordan kimbroh, and matt anderson today for a while before the funeral... fun fun fun
after funeral ate at mellow with buddin, ash, john zayance, drew hendrix and verk. then saw boik and josh anderson... oh human... good lord. that was uplifting ...
now im home and sad... god i wish nick would call me tonight...
or anyone.... please.
<3,
jessica lynn sanders.
r.i.p. johnathan livingston simpson. i love you. god bless.