Aug 21, 2005 12:27
R.I.P.
JOHN SIMPSON
YOU WILL BE MISSED.
friday night john simpson died. i would rather not tell the whole story on here. i loved that kid to death. he was an amazing person. he always had a way to cheer you up or make you smile even when things were at their worst. me and john used to hang out alot back in the day. the last time i saw him was like 2 months ago at mcdonalds. he told me we needed to hang out more like we used to. now i feel horrible because i feel like i wasnt as good as a friend to him as i thought... it just tells you that friends are very important and you should never take them for granted because when the day rolls around when you cant see them any more... it just feels empty. i cant even comprehend all of this right now. it just seems so unreal. i love you john simpson. god bless.
i've been told as you get older you realize more and more of your friends or people you know get hurt or die. its like you start to notice things like that more. it just doesnt seem fair or right at all. i am probobly not making any sense right now... i cant even think straight.
this is going to be so hard.
ash- i love you with all my heart. i have to work tonight but we will definatly see amy later. you can even hang out with her and then later we all can hang out. i'm sorry you have to go thorugh this too. i know you are close to the goulds. i love you so much. and things are going to get better for you in atlanta i promise.
eric- thanks so much for everything. you are such an amazing friend. thanks for talking to me today about all of this. i love you.