sand in my pants
Today rather sucked ass a little bit. Or at least, it started out bad. For starters, I swear to god that every day this week I have taken a stupid pill or something in the morning. I normally do not fuck up so much at work, as I have been this week. It's really bad. Like today, I managed to screw up a post-void, not once but twice. :( Not to mention, I got all stressed out over a visit from the DM and his boss, and they never even showed up. My department, honestly, looked as great as it could. I busted my balls, and they never showed up. I even knew all the numbers and shit I was supposed to! FUCKING BASTARDS! lol.
I got out of work at 6... and Damian and I went up to the river that Joe, Rach and I went to. We went last night too. We walked out onto the rocks, and just sat there talking. That river is just so pretty. I love it. I know you're worried, and I know that I did say he was rather creepy... and I can't really take any of that back... I just... I'm happy. Maybe it's because I'm not with HIM... and maybe its because I'm actually seeing somebody... like spending time with them I mean. I don't know babe... I'm just trying things out. Without getting tied down again.
Work again at 7 tomorrow... but then I have a FIVE day weekend! FUCK YES!
I got out of work at 6... and Damian and I went up to the river that Joe, Rach and I went to. We went last night too. We walked out onto the rocks, and just sat there talking. That river is just so pretty. I love it. I know you're worried, and I know that I did say he was rather creepy... and I can't really take any of that back... I just... I'm happy. Maybe it's because I'm not with HIM... and maybe its because I'm actually seeing somebody... like spending time with them I mean. I don't know babe... I'm just trying things out. Without getting tied down again.
Work again at 7 tomorrow... but then I have a FIVE day weekend! FUCK YES!