I'm having quite a nice time down in Atlanta. Its warm, its relaxing, my Aunt is treating me like an adult, and I've only had caffeine twice since being here. Here's what I've been doing since I got here.

SaturdayI got up Saturday morning at 8am, already stressed the hell out. Travel days always suck for me, because I know that at one point or ( Read more... )

Tell me what to do when I stop caring about my own well being. Tell me what to do when the panic attacks get worse. Tell me what to do when the blood pressure issues begin. Tell me what to do when the trauma of someone else triggers trauma I didn't even know existed inside of me. Tell me what to do to tame the feeling of failing myself. Tell me ( Read more... )

Title: False Hope ( Read more... )

Poetry tonight kicked some major ass. In my several month absence, I forgot how overwhelming being in that environment can be; with as exhausted as I am, I was literally knocked into a state of daze. I think the best part for me was when I got up to read; I was confident, which has never happened at an Open Mic before. I was comfortable. When I ( Read more... )

Which is probably only about three of you, but whatever. You guys rock just as much as anyone else. And I know what all of you are thinking: 'I just looked at the time this blog was posted, and, um, six in the morning? How the FUCK is she so cheerful that early?'Trust me, I'm usually not this cheerful this early. Hell, its been a while since I've ( Read more... )

This weekend was one of the best I've had in a while. I stayed with Nina on Friday night, which was long overdue, seeing as her and I hadn't seen each other in quite a while. Her sister came over, and we had a couple of drinks and watched movies. I finally got to see The Fantastic Mr. Fox, which was cute. There were a couple scenes that made me ( Read more... )

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Title: Formidable Fixation
Rating: M
Summary: What happens when a fixation turns into something deadlier?
A/N: Don't ask where this came from. I have no idea. I really, really don't. Just think of this other woman as Meryl Streep. You can pretty much put whoever you want in the "I" POV.

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I now understand why people get so freaked out when they fall in love with their best friend. I stopped denying it a while ago -- I know for a fact I have very strong feelings for her. She talks about her douchebag of a boyfriend, and I feel myself getting angry. Today she told me she wants to date a guy she started hanging out with more often, and ( Read more... )

Well, I've re-sold my soul to the Devil. Well, I've actually split my soul between two Devils: Miranda Priestly and Gwendolyn Garvanii. If you don't know who Miranda Priestly is, you are such a deprived child. Pick up The Devil Wears Prada on your way home one day (book or movie, though I strongly suggest the movie, because Meryl Streep is sexy in ( Read more... )