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It's been a while since I've posted in here. It's been a while since I've wanted to post here. My ADD is getting worse; I can't concentrate on anything for long periods of time. It makes my head hurt too much. I won't say things are going bad, but they definitely aren't going as smoothly as I hoped.
I'll start with the good stuff.
I've enrolled in a semi-home schooling program which allows me to work either by myself, with my mentor, or with my lab group to obtain the high school credits I need. I have lab twice a week for an hour (ooooh boy is it in the ghettooooo), and the rest of it I can do at home. My home visit from my mentor is next week; I get my equipment directly after that. They're giving me a free iMac and internet connection (in which has to be set up in a central part of the house...they won't let me have it in my room. fuckers.), a free Canon digital camera, and a free printer. If I'm with them for a year, then I can keep all of it. They apply personal interests to everything, which is one thing I'll be discussing with my mentor. The student/mentor ratio is 6:1, so I'll definitely have no issues getting help if I need it.
AND its accredited, so I'll be getting a legit high school diploma.
I'm actively seeking work again. No choice. Mom gave me until October 15th to either get a job or get my net and phone shut off (she doesn't realize that Westwood is giving me free net MWAHAHAHA). I really need a new phone anyway. I lost the back at City Club. So the battery is taped inside. That's ghetto lesson number two.
I'm rewriting the end of Obsidian Egypt. It was just...bleh. Made no sense. I'm also working on the notes for a new screenplay, and I have about 700 words of a storyline that very well could turn into another novel. That'll make it what, four? Obsidian Egypt, Queen and Chaos, Virus, and this new one...yep. Five if you count Makalia's story, but I don't, cause I haven't started that yet, and probably won't until I roleplay her younger years.
I'm very seriously considering moving to Atlanta when I graduate until I can afford Full Sail. I'm so sick of Michigan. I love everyone, I do, but I can't take it here anymore. One of the main things stopping me though is that I'll move down there, then mom'll be right behind me. And then grandma will follow. I hate to say it, but it defeats the whole purpose that way. I'm starting to feel like I need to get the hell out of the nest. I just don't know how I'd survive. I'd need like three jobs and no social life.
Found some new bands I like. Nocturne -- you'll never guess who the lead singer is. Ever seen Rock of Love: Charm School? Know Lacey Conner? The redheaded bitch? Yeah. That's her. But you know what? Her music is fucking amazing. That show had to be publicity, because no one that STUPID could seriously write like this. She's screamy "FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK!" Gah I love it. Genitorturers is cool too, but there's only a few songs I like. I didn't realize I Touch Myself was by them until I was on their myspace. -ignorant moment-
Oh, and Lacuna Coil is two weeks from tomorrow. And I may not be able to fucking go. Because my fucking ride cancelled on me. Can anyone say, fuck my life?
Hmm...I think that's it? Probably not, but its 5:17am and I've just fucked up my sleeping schedule again. Have a song. You know you missed it. Its a Trance song, with Sharon Den Adel from Within Temptation. Its pretty. I'm impressed that a gothic rock singer did Trance too =)
-goes to pass out-
Armin van Buuren feat Sharon Den Adel -- In And Out of Love
I'll start with the good stuff.
I've enrolled in a semi-home schooling program which allows me to work either by myself, with my mentor, or with my lab group to obtain the high school credits I need. I have lab twice a week for an hour (ooooh boy is it in the ghettooooo), and the rest of it I can do at home. My home visit from my mentor is next week; I get my equipment directly after that. They're giving me a free iMac and internet connection (in which has to be set up in a central part of the house...they won't let me have it in my room. fuckers.), a free Canon digital camera, and a free printer. If I'm with them for a year, then I can keep all of it. They apply personal interests to everything, which is one thing I'll be discussing with my mentor. The student/mentor ratio is 6:1, so I'll definitely have no issues getting help if I need it.
AND its accredited, so I'll be getting a legit high school diploma.
I'm actively seeking work again. No choice. Mom gave me until October 15th to either get a job or get my net and phone shut off (she doesn't realize that Westwood is giving me free net MWAHAHAHA). I really need a new phone anyway. I lost the back at City Club. So the battery is taped inside. That's ghetto lesson number two.
I'm rewriting the end of Obsidian Egypt. It was just...bleh. Made no sense. I'm also working on the notes for a new screenplay, and I have about 700 words of a storyline that very well could turn into another novel. That'll make it what, four? Obsidian Egypt, Queen and Chaos, Virus, and this new one...yep. Five if you count Makalia's story, but I don't, cause I haven't started that yet, and probably won't until I roleplay her younger years.
I'm very seriously considering moving to Atlanta when I graduate until I can afford Full Sail. I'm so sick of Michigan. I love everyone, I do, but I can't take it here anymore. One of the main things stopping me though is that I'll move down there, then mom'll be right behind me. And then grandma will follow. I hate to say it, but it defeats the whole purpose that way. I'm starting to feel like I need to get the hell out of the nest. I just don't know how I'd survive. I'd need like three jobs and no social life.
Found some new bands I like. Nocturne -- you'll never guess who the lead singer is. Ever seen Rock of Love: Charm School? Know Lacey Conner? The redheaded bitch? Yeah. That's her. But you know what? Her music is fucking amazing. That show had to be publicity, because no one that STUPID could seriously write like this. She's screamy "FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK!" Gah I love it. Genitorturers is cool too, but there's only a few songs I like. I didn't realize I Touch Myself was by them until I was on their myspace. -ignorant moment-
Oh, and Lacuna Coil is two weeks from tomorrow. And I may not be able to fucking go. Because my fucking ride cancelled on me. Can anyone say, fuck my life?
Hmm...I think that's it? Probably not, but its 5:17am and I've just fucked up my sleeping schedule again. Have a song. You know you missed it. Its a Trance song, with Sharon Den Adel from Within Temptation. Its pretty. I'm impressed that a gothic rock singer did Trance too =)
-goes to pass out-
Armin van Buuren feat Sharon Den Adel -- In And Out of Love
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