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Y'know....it's oddly thrilling to have someone bugging me to update!
So, here's the risperidone situation. Since I have to take a very financial assistancey route to get it, it's gonna take around three weeks to get here, judging by how long it took to get my Lexapro. Then about the same, maybe longer, to actually have any sort of effect. That's an awful long time to see how long it works, especially considering the unofficial moving deadline of Christmas I've been working with. Throughout September, I felt like I still had plenty of time to get better. Now I feel very chronologically clausterphobic, if that makes any sense. Like I've got this one shot, then if it doesn't work, I'm screwed. It's all very panicky. I'm panicking.
...why is there a K in 'panicking'/'panicky', anyway? I don't get it.
My grandma has an assortment of habits that drive me nuts, but one in particular has been getting to me lately. Whenever she has spent all the money she has with her, she says "Well, we've blown our wad". And, um...no. Please don't say that. That just doesn't sound right. Stop it.
Actually, she's hard to put up with in general. My blood pressure goes way up everytime I'm around her anymore. From a work perspective, the job's easy, but from a "putting up with these people on a daily basis" perspective, it certainly can't be healthy. I'm gonna suck it up and put out a few job applications again. Dunno if I'll actually be able to handle it. I guess we'll see.
Spyro 2 is pretty damn good. The biggest problem with the first one is that there's just nothing to do other than gem collecting. There's these big, pretty worlds...with nothing in them. But Spyro 2 is good, and if Spyro 3 is anything like it, my purchase was a success. Go me.
That's...that's all I've got. Later, guys.
So, here's the risperidone situation. Since I have to take a very financial assistancey route to get it, it's gonna take around three weeks to get here, judging by how long it took to get my Lexapro. Then about the same, maybe longer, to actually have any sort of effect. That's an awful long time to see how long it works, especially considering the unofficial moving deadline of Christmas I've been working with. Throughout September, I felt like I still had plenty of time to get better. Now I feel very chronologically clausterphobic, if that makes any sense. Like I've got this one shot, then if it doesn't work, I'm screwed. It's all very panicky. I'm panicking.
...why is there a K in 'panicking'/'panicky', anyway? I don't get it.
My grandma has an assortment of habits that drive me nuts, but one in particular has been getting to me lately. Whenever she has spent all the money she has with her, she says "Well, we've blown our wad". And, um...no. Please don't say that. That just doesn't sound right. Stop it.
Actually, she's hard to put up with in general. My blood pressure goes way up everytime I'm around her anymore. From a work perspective, the job's easy, but from a "putting up with these people on a daily basis" perspective, it certainly can't be healthy. I'm gonna suck it up and put out a few job applications again. Dunno if I'll actually be able to handle it. I guess we'll see.
Spyro 2 is pretty damn good. The biggest problem with the first one is that there's just nothing to do other than gem collecting. There's these big, pretty worlds...with nothing in them. But Spyro 2 is good, and if Spyro 3 is anything like it, my purchase was a success. Go me.
That's...that's all I've got. Later, guys.