Kenny
I was going out with Kenny. We started liking eachother for a few months, i suppose, and started going out about two weeks ago. Today, we broke up. I understand why though. He's in Vermont and other places over there, recording his album and doesn't have time for me. He's really busy. I told him Okay and took a deep breath. I asked him if we could still be friends and he said "I don't know. I dont want to hear about all these dudes you're going to be getting with and shit because I really like you and I don't need to hear you talk about all this or see it in ur profile or myspace, it will bother me." I understand that also, but i can assure you that will not happen. He's the only one i want.
Before we started going out, I had to decide between Kenny and Joshua. I chose Kenny. I lost Joshua for Kenny, and now I don't have either. I loved and still love them so much, this is horrible. I go though so much everyday, [not to sound emo] and all i've ever wanted is happiness. Having a boy isnt necessarely happiness, but it helps. I'm so upset thta i've lost both those boys. Joshua is gone completely and now Kenny doesn't even want to be my friend.
So here i am, crying my eyes out and talking to Anthony on AIM. He's trying to make me feel better. Kind of working, kind of not. My stomach is in knots. I feel like theres a snake in my stomach running around and its trying to go up my throat. I've never felt this before. Its completely odd.
Kenny is so amazing. He always made me smile. There was somehting about him, I can't really put my finger on it, but it was amazing. There was somethign about him that would make my heart skip. I don't know how im going to be able to get through my days anymore. He helped alot. He is just one extremely amazing human being. Whoever he ends up with next, is one lucky girl and I hope she treats him right and i hope she is everything he could ever ask for.
Kenny will always and forever have a place in my heart...FOREVER.
I love you Kenny.
8/25/06 - 9/9/06
♥
Love,
Jesenia
Before we started going out, I had to decide between Kenny and Joshua. I chose Kenny. I lost Joshua for Kenny, and now I don't have either. I loved and still love them so much, this is horrible. I go though so much everyday, [not to sound emo] and all i've ever wanted is happiness. Having a boy isnt necessarely happiness, but it helps. I'm so upset thta i've lost both those boys. Joshua is gone completely and now Kenny doesn't even want to be my friend.
So here i am, crying my eyes out and talking to Anthony on AIM. He's trying to make me feel better. Kind of working, kind of not. My stomach is in knots. I feel like theres a snake in my stomach running around and its trying to go up my throat. I've never felt this before. Its completely odd.
Kenny is so amazing. He always made me smile. There was somehting about him, I can't really put my finger on it, but it was amazing. There was somethign about him that would make my heart skip. I don't know how im going to be able to get through my days anymore. He helped alot. He is just one extremely amazing human being. Whoever he ends up with next, is one lucky girl and I hope she treats him right and i hope she is everything he could ever ask for.
Kenny will always and forever have a place in my heart...FOREVER.
I love you Kenny.
8/25/06 - 9/9/06
♥
Love,
Jesenia