byebye
I deleted my last entry.
too many angry teens for one journal.
I love my friends.
Sometimes too much,
sometimes I don't show it enough.
But I do.
I love them all.
There is no hatered towards anyone.
And if it makes anyone feel any better about me:
yes I am a 'dumbass'
yes I am annoying
yes I can be immature,
yes i do make mistakes
and no i'm not perfect.
but who isn't?
every once in awhile we all go through funks.
Just thought I'd update with a more positive outlook.
Basically...
Erynn- I love you, and I'm sorry for butting into you're realtionship, although I really did have onyl the best intentions for you, it's not my buisness and my idea of a good realtionship isnt the same as everyone else's. You're right, I should have called more and tried to talk more, but hopefully this will all settle, and we will be back to normal.
Matt- I accept the fact that you will always hate me, but I don't hate you. Everything I have said or done, is a natural instinct to look out for my friend. Perhaps the fact that we dated in the past makes thing a bit more akward for me. But I'm sorry to you also, for intruding into your realtionship. I wish we weren't on bad terms, and could talk without cursing or look down at each other.
Time for bed.
<3