At a Crossroads
I have no clear-cut path to follow in life.
I have nobody to help me in life.
I seriously don't know what I am doing.
I'd feel bad about it, but I think most people feel that way.
I wasn't lucky enough to be sheltered in life, have someone who cared about me or really took an interest in my welfare, at least not since my stepfather died over 22 years ago. No one ever cared if i went to college besides my stepdad, and I was made to feel like any money spent on me was a waste. I didn't even get new school clothes like most kids do. I was always neglected after my stepdad died. And abused, but I won't bother to go into that. Sigh.
I hate being at a crossroads in life. I hate that things are changing. I doubt that things will get any better because they never seem to. There is no way to win when the deck is stacked against you.
I have nobody and I'm alone in the world.
I'll try anyway because I have no other option.
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