Sooo
Jus got off of work. It was ok but im still kinda sick. So im scared guys...i'm really afraid to let myself fall again. i mean i know it can be toatally worth it but who knows...i dont wanna go through all that crap again. i mean...i feel like if i do maybe the whole time im gonna be waiting for it to end instead of not worrying about it. im really gonna try hard to just go with the flow. let things happen and for once not overanalyze everything. i guess im just afraid of risking my heart again this soon. i mean im not anywhere close to being in love...but there is always that chance...and its scary. anyways i gtg eat. just had to get that out.
much love,
riss
much love,
riss