i think i broke my toe

[jerzsrfer]

i ran about 4 miles...on my broken black and blue toe. i ran until i felt like i couldnt breathe...and then i ran some more...im exhausted yet i doubt ill ever find sleep. the only thing that seems to help is writing...but i truly dont know what to say anymore...i don't know what to do anymore. i want to know why you hate me. but i'm too afraid to hear the answer.

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real