life

[jerzsrfer]

so im just gonna write
why do people play games?
britt and i were talking and we were wondering why the ones who give everything always get screwed
today i was driving home from work and this song came on the radio and i just burst into tears...i dont think i ever want to hear that song again
when did things get so fucked up?
for those of you who think its easier to like girls...you have no fucking clue
i was so stupid to think a random hookup would make me feel better about myself
i feel so alone
last night britt really showed me what a good friend she was
i really want to kiss someone
thats so pathetic
i was so used to having that physical interaction with someone...not having it is really hard.
i honestly now believe that i'll probably never see her again
i did a few straight shots of vodka
im starting to feel numb
sometimes i feel so close to my sister...then sometimes i feel so far away
i can't talk to anyone about anything.
i think im gonna go get some cigarettes but i prolly shouldnt drive
mom made us martinis.
there goes a nother shott
i never udes this shot glas before
elmoooo is on my shirt
i dont think im gonna feel so good
she didnt call me
fucnk this shit