i'm broken down you know, i hope this makes you proud
i'm so tired of mannheim. i want to drown it. or hope there's an earthquake and it will sink into the ground forever. and i'm sick of being so jealous of people. it's hard to pretend you're happy for them when you're actually thinking oh wow i think i could choke you for being so damn perfect. maybe i'm the one who needs to be choked. i'm such a bitch sometimes. i don't even know why i have friends. errr...i hate this part of me. i'm so mean!