maybe you're weary-you used to stand so tall

[jerzigirli]

i'm lucky. no-blessed. yes. i have great friends. and i love you. all of the very few of you. this eating pasta all the time isn't working. i'm going to be fat. so i'm limiting myself. yes-fool proof plan. now don't think i'm crazy-i'm just being responsible. despite my never ceasing fear of becoming fat-this has nothing to do with it. i think. lately i've been a clean freak like mad. whenever anything is out of place i freak! i think i'm just trying to have control over something. nice and orderly. :)
*it's summer, it's summer-where nights belong to lust and lovers.*