what the fuckkkkkk.
livejournal.

i'm an ass and i have no idea what to do about it.
this is me digging in an already quite deep hole.
a hand? no no thank you, that's the last thing i need.

my stupid friends started this.
i hate them.

i dont even know what to write here ( Read more... )

nothing nothing will ever ever be what you want it to be.

i hope you get swallowed up by the west coast and that you dissappear forever (again).

i'm twenty- four.

so i broke up with matt in a text message like a fucking shitty person. he's just too fucking nice. things are cool though ( Read more... )

nic moved back to detroit today. this morning at his house was a shit show. too much crying. tomorrow it'll hit me when, for the first time in 3 and a half years i won't be able to see nic. the last few weeks of alcoholic afternoons have meant more to me than i could explain. i miss my best friend ( Read more... )

i wanted to be with you alone
and talk about the weather

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

tonight, morrissey was fucking incredible. it was the greatest set and the lighting and shit was incredible. he played with members of the phila orchestra and seriously it was so fucking amazing. things are fucking looking up (or at least i hope so...knock on wood ( Read more... )

are good days ( Read more... )