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Aug 15, 2005 23:32

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________lover August 16 2005, 05:48:08 UTC
i'm really really happy to read this entry. because honestly, before and even during the time you were here, i was scared that we were a lot different now because of the fact that you were 'in a hurry to grow up' and i still wasn't, and won't ever be. and that 'thing' that happened the first day you were here...on our way back from farm fresh, i didn't know about that. it's hard to explain on here, but it's like... i didn't have a problem with it or anything, but it was just hard to swallow because that made me consider everything else that's been going on, and yeah.

we've both kindof changed. but my change was just that i'm not always really hyper and all that, but your change was basically your lifestyle and what you liked to do, etc. and that made me really nervous for you coming because i never want things to change between us.

and i don't think they ever will. & i'm sorry this summer probably wasn't everything we were hoping for, and i probably seemed like i was in a weird mood a lot of the time, but it was because of everything i just mentioned...and just because i've kindof been in a bad mood the past week and a half for reasons unknown to even me.

but yeah. i love you. & i would've called you back and told you all this but i'm about to just sleep or something like that, and i can't find my phone charger and have no real urge to look for it, so i'll call you sometime soon when i have more time to talk. i love you, bestfriend.

& i'm sorry for ever doubting you.

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jerseysbest August 17 2005, 03:59:29 UTC
i think this past week, even though it was amazing, it just wasn't our week.
i think we had way too many expectations &
i've been really out of it lately,
& then you & paul have your thing going on,
so you had to keep that going. cuties.
& my lifestyle hasn't exactly changed,
but look at the people i used to hang out with.
LAME!
then changing schools for the 89403890348th time hit me hard despite what everyone thinks.
& even though we both don't want to see it & we hate it,
we are getting older.
we aren't growing apart really, but we are growing up.
& stuff like on the way back from farm fresh (which it took me a really long time to figure out what you were talking about) is just me being stressed. & i hate to blame it on the but it is.
& i love you.

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________lover August 17 2005, 05:42:36 UTC
that's everything i needed to hear.
i feel a lot better and to add on to that phone conversation from earlier today...this is probably my last serious comment on your livejournal for a while. hahaha.

just joking.

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jerseysbest August 18 2005, 02:42:33 UTC
empty your voicemail box. i can't leave you anymore gay messages.

the phone lady says:
the mailbox is full
& cannot receive any messages at this time.
goodbye.

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